Something Spelled As Love <3

2009-10-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

SHIFTED PEOPLE :D

ALOTALOTOFLOVE@LJ.

but but, i may still cont to blog here sometimess heheeh :D
so dont forget memories-withlove@bp ! :D

2009-10-11T08:32:00.001-07:00

ALRIGHT.

SO MY BENG [XUNQI] COMPLAINED TT I DIDNT MENTION ABOUT HER IN ANY OF THE POST.

SO HERE I AM, EXPRESSING MY LOVE FOR HER. HAHAHAH.

MY DEAREST:

ITS REALLY NICE TO KNOW YOU EVER SINCE SEC 1. WHICH IS 5 YEARS AGO. eh like damn old hor. HAHAHAH. but anwww, despite our different quarrels and bitching and whtsoever, im really glad we still overcame all those, therefore, becoming ever close friends even though we may not see each other so often nowww. but we still put in effort to keep in touch with each other's life. whthr is it schwork, friendships, loveships, familyships. thank you for always supporting and listening to me whenever i needed someone. i will nvr forgettt how i called you and just cry over the phone like 2 years ago. you knw, youre really the first person tt i called and cryyyyy uncontrollablyyy. thank you for going thru all the hard times with me. and always standing by me. and remembering my birthdayyy and smsing me at 12am alwaysss thruout so many yrs. popping random convos and expressing love for haptic mission and your husband aka. [I FORGOT HIS NAME SHIT.] HAHAHAH. but really, all your little little actions, i really appreciate them to the max. there are much more to say, but i guess, one sentence sums it all.

FOR ALL THESE, I LOVE YOU.

2009-10-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

Fourskin

DCP [THANKS TO WORKMATES]

mrs low's grad gift

so sweet. Roycee.

birthday card from class.

shokwen

sunflower from class :D

board from sharon

the elmo tt sharon bought for me agn

from hanhui. damn basket lah wht banana.

birthday cake !

shokwen's handmade gift.

xerxesss weee.

terry and mary.

eikoh.

zijie

mel

jason

bbq-ing

alex

shokudo 4

israel and daryn :D

lafyette.

karu

char

jonathan

hanhui and huiyu

mrs low IH

miss tansh [ECONS]

mr ong [SEA]

laoshi [H1 CHI]

mrs teo [GP]

yeqin

yin wai

miss ku [H1 MATHS]

sean

joel

miss tansl [CT]

elaine

phyllis

pat and karu

Graduateddd (: I LOVE CTG 222'09.

alright so sch's come to an end and im really missing it nowww omg. HAHAHA yupyup. graduation ystd was fine. but the grad ceremony was damn boring plss ! thus, people went out to buy food and everything. elaine with her itouch, thn playing taptap with her. israel snatching it from us and everythinggg. damn funny. and thn yinwai made the speech and i think its really touchingg pls (: and at least, i wasnt as boring and everyone really laughed. and he even gave tsl a brocoli on stage damn cute :D

and yes, class celebrateddd my birthdayyy and i was really surprisedd HAHAHA. yupyup. so they got me an elmo balloon which exploded after maths class D: grrrr. thn thn yuppp thr was cake and lovely presents from people like yy shokwen sharon and of course, everyone who's involved like joel sherry aly and everyone elsee hehehe :D

and so, i blown 4 cakes in total this yr ! thanks to another one from workmatessss (: THEY ARE REALLY A VERY SWEET BUNCH AND I REALLY DO MISS THEM LOADS D: terry actually cooked everythinggg plssss ((: thn thn with presents chosen by jason and liangwei, and everyone chipped in, people turning up for me HEHE and the cakeeee and all the smashing of cream on my faceee aft tt. srsly, i really do appreciate it and its really how sweet that you all made a really big effort to make it come true and to SURPRISE me even though mary leaked it out a wk before hand. its really really sweeett (:

note: photos will not be in order (:

2009-10-03T09:11:00.000-07:00

Children's Dayyy's Overr.

yay ahahahahah soooo its alrdy octoberr. which means A's less than 45daysss alrrr :x and yet im still slacking arnd wht the shit huh. whtevr cant help it. grrgrr.

anywayyyssss, i was really really happy on thursday thanks to yvonne yes ! :D hehehehe she actually celebrated my birthday in advance at j8. and she gave me a really pretty surprise by asking zhixiang and esmond outtt as well ! omg lah i literally went OMG when i saw esmonddd. HAHAHA cos i thought it was just zhixiang and yvonne since zhixiang went to call me the night before and he somehowww ruin yvonne's plan HEHEH. ate at cafe cartel and thn they bought me a small strawberry cakeeee damn niceeee :D:D thn walked arnd j8 yep.

hehehehe i srsly appreciate their efforts you knw. its like how long since i met zhixiang and esmond can. like yrs agooo omg. hehehe :D so i was really really super happy on thursday. and zhixiang make it sound like we're celebrating children's day and tt im a childdd HEHEHEH. ahhh damn happy :D

and and yeppp. thrs econs asp [full paper 2] on mondayy and compre paper during msp for gp. DAMN SIANN I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING. i dont need these presents srsly. hehehe. but ah whtevrrr grr. graduation's next fridayyyy and i really dont bear to. i dno whyyy but i think, just whn everything's on the right track, everythings actually coming to an end in no time. D: and i really dont want to lose touch with people i knowww whthr in sch or at work or i dno wht lah. hehehe.

and thanks to yvonne, im able to make digital polaroids NOWWW HAHAHAHA.

and im convincing myself,
wht im experiencing noww aint wht i dont want :x

2009-09-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

Dream a Little Dream Of You. HAHAHA

so so so ive been farminggg yay :D shopping online (: and yes gng to schoool. but thnn sch's a chore luh like srsly D: whtevrrrr, grad's on 9oct. kinda sad actually, but grr.

thn thnnnnn i think mum's a bitch. okay maybe not a bitch, but a stupid controller (:
yes im gng to rant agn unfortunately. so please, cross the page if youre thinking tt im complaining about everything (:

also, keep comments like shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu and so on comments to yourself, cos, please, maybe if im in your shoes, i may feel this way. however, im not in your shoes. so yes different opinions and if you'd really want these abundance amount of attention, tell ur parents about it (:

srsly, i think, asking for permission to go out at the age of 18 is srsly ridiculous to the maxxxxxxx ! i did that whn i was in primary school alright ! and that was like how damn long ago. thn now, at the age of 18, youre telling me that i need to ask for permission in order to go out. like WTF.

and srsly, i think that, by telling you whn im gng, with who for what in advance is alr showing you a whole great lot of respecttttt. you shld be really glad tt i dont just go and say nth about it. tell me who at the age of 18 doesnt do that. srsly. and thn you say im still a kid at the age of 18, okay i knw im gng to be a kid forever in your eyes, but srsly, can you pls stand in my shoes and think for a moment. whts this sia, control freak ah. fcked up.

whtevr, i really dont want to repeat all tt ive said in my prev latest post anymore. im sick and tired of all these long ago. youve always been threatening to tell dad. and im serious this time round, tt im not longer taking in such threats. i believe i can handle these stuff.

so im not gng to rant so much unlike the other time. and please, i dont need comments like oh you shld be happy tt they care, tt yah youre the only child, so they expect more from you etc etc etc. i know all these comments myself. like i knw it inside out. so yea. im sick and tired of these. tt once agn, i really have more than enough of all these care concern and attention that im given.

and if you were to ask me whts my birthday wish, or whts my wish, i'd say to have more frreedom. even though they self proclaim tt ive all the freedom i want. you know what, if i can say anything, all these self proclaimation is BULLSHIT.

2009-09-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

IM REALLY REALLY, WORN OUT.

one, my maid went back to indo alrrr and for many times whn i thought about it i actually cried. like srsly cry. and i dno why (:

two, sch's been alright. and sometimes, just for this period, i just wished that i could stay in school all the time, tt im away from home.

three, im gng to start editing my FINAL FINAL IS DRAFT AGAIN.

four, i have way a lot to say, but its just so hard to express, so hard to find someone who really knows.

five, but yet, im used to it, since it has always been like this for 18yrs. and just whn i thought things were about to change, i realised im wrong.

KAY NOW, WARNING. IM GNG TO RANT. SO IF YOU'RE TOO LAZY, JUST IGNORE YES.

i dont care how everyone will say its because ur parents and the elderlys dote on you, that they care a lot for you, and they want to see you safe and sound, they want to protect you. but now, i JUST NEED TO RANT.

FOR HOW MANY YEARS, ive been brought up in a way tt im really independent. AND I REALLY THINK I AM. that i do take care of myself physically, im indpt emotionally, im indpt financially ever since dno whn. that i will even have to settle miscellenous stuff on my own. AND UNTIL NOW, WHN IM 18, everyone started controlling where i go, wht im doing, how i am every single sec, treating me like a 3 year old kid. thks. but i srsly think this phrase suits it best. the older i am now, the less freedom im receiving.

yes rightt dad's always saying he promotes freedom and everything. but I DONT EVER THINK IT CAME TRUE. you all may care that i may come home late, thn you wanted to fetch me home. but everyone didnt reeally bother to take wht i said into consideration aint it ? that however hard i rejected, how many reasons and assurance ive given, you all dont bother, you all go ahead with ur thinking till i have to resort to gng home myself walking home myself and reaching home and NOT calling you all to come and fetch me.

I KNOW EVERYONE CARES, I NVR DENIED THAT. AND I REALLY HAVE BEEN TRYING TO LIVE UP TO EXPECTATIONS. EVEN FOR THE RIDICULOUS CURFEW OF 9PM EVER SINCE SEC SCH. AND SRSLY, IVE NEVER FAILED TO REACH HOME BY 9 TO A LARGE LARGE EXTENT.

ive been trying hard to study, for promos and prelims, so tt i dont fail my mum, and im really trying to get into Uni, for mum's sake. i know she cares a lot and i really have tried to meet her expectations. ive been trying to not go out all the time, have been trying to come home straight aft school, so that grandma and grandpa neednt have to wait so long for me. ive been trying to think of everyone, to put myself in my family's shoes, my dad my mum my grandparents my aunt and everyone. ive been trying really hard. BUT SRSLY, IVE BEEN SUPPRESSING ALL MY FEELINGS. and i meant what i said. because everytime i bring these issues up, i'll have to quarrel with mum or dad or both. that i will end up crying because of my anger, but they just think that they have won another round. AND CONT WHT THEY ARE DNG. and yes its my fauly for not being able to control my anger and thn burst out into tears huh.

When they persist about sending me home and sending me to sch, i tried tons of many ways, to make them less persistent, tt ive been assuring them tt i can do it on my own. but nth gets in. AGAIN, YES THEY CARE, BUT SOMETIMES, AN OVERLOAD OF IT, IS REALLY OVERWHELMING.

When dad commented tt im sensible, im thoughtful, i never felt a tinge of contentment or fulfillment. i just felt stress levelling up. that means i'll have to be even more considerate about everyone, and continue this behaviour. and maybe, to a large extent, im the only daughter. but srsly, im really overwhelmed. and at times, i felt tt i shld not act like wht they think i shld at all. i can be a little more disobedient huh. but i guess, at the age of 18, everything's too late.

or maybe, i can be blamed for bottling everything up huh ? or always crying whn they were discussing it with me due to anger building up. but no matter how hard ive tried to acheive some consensus, it has always failed. that whn i come home late, even at 9, EVERYONE will be waiting outside for me to arrive home.

perhaps im still young to them at the age of 18, but the feeling of envy will always get to me whnever i see people of the same age having the ability to stay out ltr, not having to bother as much, like whthr will anyone be at home to acc mother or grandma if im out, will anyone be waiting to fetch me home, will everyone be waiting for me to reach before eating or slping, when will the phone calls ring, whts the most appropriate time to get home. but maybe, those people may want people to dote on them and protect them like these. but ive been surrounded with all these for way too long and its way too muchhh of care and concern. i had more than enough of it. i really do.

and eeven while typing all these, ive been tear-ing at times. and maybe aft typing so much, people may blame ME for all these, that they do stand by my family members. but i really dont care anymore. i wanted to try to talk to my aunt or mum, but all the different questions started popping into my head till it thn puts me off. but whtever it is, i thk myself for having a blog so tt i can rant anytime. and its not like ive not try to find someone to talk toooooo but i suppose, their views will STILL be different huh.

but ive always been learning to depend on myself all these while, even whn i was in kindergarden. that the beating me up, locking me in the room till now, i guess ive learnt to be strong.

so whtevr, the main pt is,

I HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH OF HOME PROTECTIONISM.

2009-09-13T01:04:00.000-07:00

SHARON CHY, BUT SHE MARRIED TO DLPY ALR.

HAHAHA

alyyyy

A break from the many tutorials.

so sept holidays are soon gng to be overrr alrrr yo D: school starts tmrrr and it sucks srsly to the maxxxxx ~ im spending sunday dng all the econs redo essays and case studies and thn gp compre gp essay brainstorm and gp prelims another essay WTH.

okay okay so hols have been quite screwddd i nvr revisedddd anything. its like holiday mood ~ so yep. only went back to sch on wed for 1h45mins of econssssss and thn received back econs results. and whn i got home, i got all my results on lms alrrrrrrrr how SWEETTT uh. so tmr's the beginning of term 4 which marks the start of hell huh ! :x and sadly, im still not feeling any motivation or incentives to start studyyinggggg D:

and my dad's damn cute in a wayyy :D he says get into whtever uni and whtevr course tt you can get it. that in the end of the day, all youre dng it cos to fulfill my wish of having a family portrait with you in the robe and the hat. WTH :x and this thn adds to the pressure of me having and die die must go into a uni. grrrr.

but whtever it issss, today's sunday and im using my hand to photocopy econs outlines and having to do gp in awhile's timeeeeee GODDD how can i finish by tmrrrr :x and i hope its not due tmr yo. heheeh. lalalala and i love the apple post its tt i bought a few daysss agooo ! its damn cute HAHAHAH (L) and and i went to trim my hairrrrrr :D and wht elseeeee hmmmm nth alrrr.

2009-09-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

hh yy yq
hh yq

yy and meee

WEARINESS

whee so sch's started ystddd :D kay nth to be happy about since i know i will fail SEA historyyy since i did 2 killer questions and died at the hands of decolonisation and max govt which were easyyy but i didnt really study it D: thn thn i U-ed maths as expectedddd, pass econs paper 2 surprisingly, but just pass niaa yeppp ((: and passed CSC as well but its just pass too unlike hanhui aceinggg it. hehehee (: ta-dahhh this is schhool for youuuuu.

and yeppp i went to watch the proposall alrr ! :D with shokwen after her chem paper on mondayyy at amk hub. its was such a freaking funny show i swear i watch until i crieddd hehehe. thn thnnn i managed to meet up with yvonne alsooo (L) thn thn kbox with yuenyee hanhui and yeqin at amk againnnn hehehe (: lalala its holidayss alr (: but thrs econs class on wed. and 3 gp assignments, followed by revisions i guess hehehe provided i do revise. lets hope cherylsoh will be enlightened soon yeppp ((:

and wheee ive got things to sayy but yet ive nthh HAHAH

2009-08-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

day before ih !
dad's 'jiayou' gift

yanyan accompanied me during exams :D

End of Torturous Prelims (L), Beginning of nightmare next thurs whn normal sch officially starts.

yay so it was the end of prelimssss. and i screwd sea paper as mentioned in prev post, and thn csc was screwd big time alsooo. thanks to my lack of willingness to study for it. MATHS is totally gone. im confident of U-ing ittt. thn thn int history, i just hope for a pass. srsly. not anticipating any high results of whtsoever. Econs, tansh alr told hanhui 222 and 221 all failed. and i know i didnt do well cos i cldnt get ANY thing into my head. and becos of tt i actually cried 3 times. wth right S: but not sure if its an exagerration. but whatever it is, PRELIMS ARE OVER AND SCREWD UPSIDE DOWN YEAH.

yupyup. so during prelims, went to sch early to broadcast to shokwen and study also. and thn ended with last paper on thurs. and met yilong hanhui for IS editing in sch with laptops :D im now left with just the footnote format to do and im doneeee HAHAH :x and yeppppp i need retail therapyyyy sooon ~~

2009-08-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

IN SCHOOL TODAYY
IN THE BEDROOM YSTD

lasttt wkkk childhood friend :D

damn sweet of him to come all the way down from nyp to fep to have pasta mania with me !

FIRST DAY OF PRELIMS :x

so h2 csc paper 1 and h2 sea history paper is overrr and am feeling rah rah about it grr grr. damn sick. h2 csc was about go westttt which i didnt have any feelings whthr it was hard or easyyy lehh tts damn badd HAHAHA :x after the paper, studied sea history in the library with shokwennn joelll hanhui yuanxiaaa and phyllisss heheh :D yepp was doing broadcasting to shokwen yay :D lunched aft tt before some last min revision for sea paper (:

sea paper is screwdddd. i think i screwd it up big timeeee. rah rah ong's a bastarddd D: and i died at the hands of decolonisation for the second timeee alrr ! D: one time during blocks last yr whr i had 3 marks. and now it is the most straightforward qns but i didnt have enough content cos i gave up on decolonisation and studied everything elseee. and thn everything else was like shit cos the qns damn complexxx tt kinddd OMG LAH. plus source based was on south china sea like wth it was srsly a surprise !! D: so yea. screw sea D:

thn wed will be maths which will be another screwd up paper. it will be the worse paper for prelims lah cos its mathssss and its HAHAHA LIKE CONFIRM U GRADE CONFIRM GONE CASE TT KINDDD. ah lalalala screw it. grr.

2009-08-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

AM LOVING SEA HISTORY TO THE MAXXX HAHAHA [SENSE SARCASM] ?

whoohoo HAHAHA prelims are like arriving in no timeee. this mondayyy you knwww. with csc paper 1 kickstarting the beginning of prelims, thn ending the day with sea history paper ! HAHAHA i sound so happy whoops.

kkkkk anywayyy, my revision is like damn screwd. up till now, after near 1wk, im still at sea historyy. didnt start on maths econs csc tooooo. sigh sighh whteverrr grr grr

and yes, i went to cut my fringe because of my impulsiveness and am regretting it to the maxxx nowwww ! its like bangs its like side, like wth my fringe is just screwdd up now i look like a retard !!! :x thks to jeanyip for screwing it uppp. the one at PS so yah. thn i had to go back to fep to get it look not so screwd up. but still its ultra shorttt nowww baskettt ! D:

and i swear eikoh lw zijie they all are like enjoyinggg their steamboat nowww ! D: i so wna join them [they are celebrating zijie's and sihui's birthday] but but prelims are coming, so mother will nag nag naggg plus i dont think dad will be quite happy HAHAH grr grr damn sick D:

on a lighter notee, i watched UP with xiaoguuu its a damn nice movieee so everyone shld go watch it. its srsly sweet, touching, heartwarming and not forgetting, humourous with the fat kiddd :D having watched the movie, i really learnttt a lesssonnn hehehe :D i guess everyone who watched it did learn it and yeppp. its no wonder 8days rated it 5stars out of 5. IT ISNT OVERRATED. SRSLY :DDD

thank you for this wonderful adventure,

now move on to a new adventure (:

-ADAPTED FROM UP. (L)(L)

2009-08-09T10:45:00.000-07:00

its been so long since i relate almost the whole story to someoneee alrreeaddy and this feeling tt i have now is weird, relieved, and i dno wht. its sad but thn you feel happy somehoww. so stupid rightt. but now im sure, i really tried my best to salvage everything i could. hence, i had no regrets.

kay this is just somethings tt ive learnt todayyy. definitely not signs of unable to let go aft like oh god damn long or whtevr shit okayyy pls pls. dont misunderstand ! :D

anywayy, got to start studying for prelimsss ssooonnn. aunt said she's gng to bring me to watch UP. dno on or nott hehehehe :D yuppp.

2009-08-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

i think pa looks better in whiteee !

sch's starting tmr againnn :x and yeppp this wk ms tan will start calling parents and i see myself doomed.

anyway, been slacking againnnnn ! wanted to start IS but failed. and yah. thn thn im addicted to ARTBOX. the shop at ION and amk. omg lah their stuff damnnnnn cute ! :x and yep since prelims are coming, ive prepared some stuff for friendssssss tt i heart. hehehe :D

and i have a feeling tt my pimples are breaking out again which i srsly hope nottt D: tts gng to be so screwd if it does lah pls. grr grr. study leave's arriving and i hadnt even plan anything constructive ! omggggg grrrr.

2009-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

Quickie
Your mind is on what you own and what you want to own. Is there anything you lost?
Overview
You're experiencing some big -- maybe profound -- changes right now, and at least one is creating a ruckus. It's almost certainly positive in the long run, so don't try to put on the brakes.

credits to Yahoo Astrology (:

are you really sure it will be positive in the long run ? HEH.

yeppp ive been blogging like so often HAHAHA wth right so wrong :x anywayyy, maths timed piece tmr which i really will screw it upppp since thrs pure maths in it :x and not like my stats were damn good to begin with (: shokwen's still feeling sickkkkk D: do take care kay dear (L)

confuseddddd.

2009-07-27T06:44:00.000-07:00

how did someone who used to be so carefree,
started to worry about every littlest things.

school's been a real chore. i swear. everything seems to be going on the wrong track. not friends wise, but srsly, the scariest thing is to just lose all ur motivation. dont even feel like paying attention in class, and the only thing tts worth waiting for in sch are just breaks or just the end of lessons or end of school. its not procrastination tt's scary, its the lack of motivation tts really scaring me.

and i will thank yilong for trying to cheer me upppp whn i complained to him just now :x but still, its just demoralizing and i dno wht else to describe.

anywayyyyyyyyyy, this really aint an emo post i swear :D and yep prelims timetable is outttt like i end on the 27aug ! :D but i haven even started revising or anything. and thrs no motivatn and i dont really care. HOW SCREWD CAN I BE.

2009-07-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

WITH LOVE (L)
they were eating happily :D

one part of the whole grp tt went :D

dearest girlfrienddd <333

and he bought me my black sp tee :D eikohhh.

and zijie bought me the white one ! :D

zijie, terry, cindy who was named the satay girl

and yay i managed to psycho her to go !

liangwei's happy tt he got the pic with sihui HAHAHA.

alex wangggg chun longggg/

and he's sick i didnt even knw he did this till im browsing pics/

birthday boy :D

look at the height diff.

eikoh sweating like mad from the spicy soup baseeee/ got smoke effect summre.

taken by eikoh.

eikohhh tt jap guy, cindy the satay girl, sihui the girl of lw's dreams, me and zijieee :D

and the 3 of us didnt really planned to wear sp tee tgt :X

he's a japaneseeee ! :D

koh si hui :D

cindy kanggg :D

and yay paaaa :D

xiaoshuaige !! :D

finally he's willing to take a pic k.

melisssaaaa :D

maryyyyy

he's a nice guy :D

catherineeee :D

YAY :D

anywayyyyy met work colleagues for steamboat to celebrate liang wei's birthdayyyy :D zijie and gang went off themselves, cat and gang went off after us, while liang wei, finnie and i went with alex since he was driving jason's car. but then, we were the last to reach thanks to alex's many u-turningssssss ! :x

but anywayyy, had funnn yep :D dad fetched me home at near 145AM, while the rest of them damn hardcore. aft the steamboat they still went to play pool ! like wth. hehehh :D anyway yepppp. watching harry potter with mum tmrrrrr :D i know its not veh nice but still ~

2009-07-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

3 guys sitting at level 1 during breaks [during hist asp]
sherry ann and her teddy bear biscuits.

yay during history asp's breakkkk. joel's jacket was erm a tad too big HAHAHA.

and this is shokwennnn ! :DDDDD

Cramps D:

my painkillers are not working anymore grr grrrr D: i took one painkiller ystd evening which was supposedly a strong painkiller, but there wasnt any effect, causing me to be cramping from this morning till nowwww D: grr grrrrrrrrrr.

and sch's been alright since maths asp ystd was cancelleddd ! even though thrs maths timed piece tmr. but whtevrrr :D and yep history asp today caused me to be feeling damn cold like srsly. and my cramps werent helping at alll !! D: so thanks to joel for being a GENTLEMAN instead of a GENTLE MAN, he lent me his hoodie which was warmerrrrr as compared to my TEESHIRT material hoodie :D yuppppp. thn thn we learnt abt the economy of post-mao era and hanhui started testing me to translate those keywords into chinese since we take csc ! :D

ohhh and history source based sucked cos i didnt have contextual knowledge. and i must say my handwriting was super disgusting, and i think it was worse than that of joel's. like srsly D: grr grrrrrrrr i want my period to be over soooonnnn ~~

on a lighter note, TMRS FRIDAY ! :D

and and i like french toast :D

2009-07-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

when everything seems bleak.
you just feel like giving everything up (:

sch's been a chore. my motivation and determination have all reached the law of diminishing returns. like srsly. im forever counting till lessons end, till sch ends, till asp end. i dont even bother to touch my work anymore anymore anymore. like srsly. i dno wht's happening. i nvr bothered to book econs consultations also. and my IS is still hanging down there. wth.

but yes its disgusting ttm to feel like this but whtevr it just doesnt bother me anymore. grr grr so sick. but other thn sch related stuff, life's been alrighttttt (: and yay my aunt has the bardot cd which ive been looking for like for so damn long :x and and i want harry potter, and im loving my minnie pencil case :D

how i wish life was just so so so so simplistic (:

2009-07-16T08:03:00.000-07:00

bus 16 ! :D

its been so long since thrs a neoprint !

love you to the max.

finally its whiter.

cuteee sia HAHAHAH

paragon toilettt DAMN NICE.

taken by thaiexp staff he offered okayyy :D:D

she harts bunnyyy :D

and she was damn happy whn she got the book.

DODO BIRDDDD :D

whee had a long day today :D with 4 hours lessons straight before our very first break. csc was timed piece but the sources were like shitttxzxz. and yah it is since hanhui criticised it tooo :D thn thn was h1maths. received back integration test and ms ku wrote to me, you can do it dont give up HAHAHAH :D thn thn was ih tutorial which was alrighttt. followed by econs finally. which is erm dno wht to say lah. thn yea BREAK like finally :D wanted to eat out with sherry sharon hanhui. but the security guard say must take EARLY LEAVE. WTHHH :x

so stayed in sch to eat and slacked in the library. attended the 3hours long sea lecture with ong. with joel being a gentle man. note, NOT gentleman. its gentle man. yep and hanhui admiring ong like dno wht. damn funny :D and and yay mrt-ed with shokwen and thn met huihui for dinner impromtuly.

dinnered at thaiexp aft her shopping trip at kino for a lovely love story which is damn cuteee :D thn yea muji trip and neox and 16 tgt to get homeee :D despite the short 3hours, i thought it was really fulfilling hehehhe i was just trying my luck to see if she's freee thoughhh and YAY im happy :D LOVE LOVE LOVE, TO THE MAX ((((:

2009-07-12T08:26:00.001-07:00

Loneliness

hahahahahahahah i think the title is weirdddd but im feeling damn bored nowww. and somehow boredom relates to being lonely righttt. kay im being weird now :x

anywayssss, slacked todayyyy tooo which is srsly not goodd. like omggg i feel like quitting school out of a sudden. aint joking, but i knw i cant and cant and cant. i will get killed by so many people. grr grr. im still feeling boreddd like damn damn bored tt kind. lecture notes aint appealing :x

thn suddenly i think tt im actually bothering peopleeeeeee which i dno why as well. grr grrrrrrrr moodswings huhhhh its been damn long since i experienced such stuff HAHAHAHA :x like yea. tmr's school again and im again looking forward to the end of the many ASPs tt i have and thn looking forward to fri sat ((: and i wished sun nvr came so tt i will not have to start school again ! :x but well tts wishful thinking anywayyy. and everytime i feel like this i will start to regret again, about gng to yj.

life's so screwd.
kay and i aint being emoooo okkkk.
hehehe :D:D

2009-07-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

yay im finally blogging againnn HAHAHA sometimes i just forget tt i didnt update and thought tt the last time i updated was quite recent. so yea :D

anwwwww sch's been a choreee like srsly. and wht makes it better is just the accompaniment of friends (((: yep yep. asp's not any better, with me not paying attention and just waiting for 3hours to pass by :x and and ms ku has beeen showering special attention on me for maths due to my weakness in integration or maybe you can just say the whole syllabus of pure maths;. wht calculus shit and stuff. like omg i can just DISintegrate :((((

and i hadnt been feeling real well these days. like i dno whyy. i always feel feverish but i dont have a fever. and my temp is like 35.smth tt kind. which is really low. thn yea had a small flu ystd and today a little sore throattt :X grr grr. sick luh.

i know im getting slackier and slackier which i shldnt beee !!!! D: tansh was like youre slackening wht happen HAHAHA :x like srsly. the lack of motivation really annoyed me sometimes to the maxxxxxx. and IS draft 2 hadnt been great as well. to me, she didnt really said positive stuff. but maybe she did just that i cldnt catch it and classify all comments as negative. but wht to do, didnt even put in much effort in draft 2 !

prelims are coming.
and im still slacking around.
just one word to describe,
SCREWD-

2009-07-03T09:50:00.000-07:00

yuenyee cut bangs HAHAHA

so its alrdy julyyyy HAHAHAH.

yep yep one thing is tt i changed my phone alrrrr. from sony ericsson to samsunggg. and actually i didnt bear to switch brands since i was always pro sonyeric ! :x but but thn the white phone really tempted me to want to switch brands despite it being touchscreen which i dont really fancy ! maybe too much of korean drama thats whyyy. HAHAHA ive been anycall-ing with my xiaogu everytimeeee. heh.

thn thn sch's reopened to all our dismay. we were all hoping that thr will be sch closure righttt hehehe :D but thn first wk of term 3 is alr over. how time flies man. prelims are coming and A's are reaching yo. but thrs still no motivation so it makes it quite screwd. sch normal timetable is not tt bad nowwww but thnnn all h1math students have 4 ASP for mon-thurs which is disgusting. mind you each ASP lasts 3hours kay. from 240 to 530. like wth D: so i had timed pieces this week, and i counted, i wrote like 12 essays and 1 full sbq this wk alrr ! as in for csc and econs. not even including history. TSK TSK.

and i must say, ASPs really make people feel damn tired. its not only me okay. people arnd me feels so too. but i guess cannot help it one luh. and thurs which was ystd was funny cos its history ASP, sherry and i actually bought so much food, but thn we finisheddd it ! WTH. but obviously sharing with people in the row and so on ((: grr grr and she brought me to northpoint and thn suggested to walk back and thn it started to RAIN. thanks luh.

and i think this post is so so so so wordy HAHAHAH ((:

2009-06-26T10:40:00.000-07:00

so so yay im blogging HAHAHA lame. erm yea had extraction on tuesdayyyy and I SWEAR I WILL NVR GO LOCAL AGAINNN. meaning i wont pluck my teeth out while im awake anymoreee !! i swear i cried damn loudly while the dentist was trying so hard to just pull my two upper wisdom teeth outtttt ! its damn sickkkk and i dnooo my mum said the doctors were shockedddd, including the nurses. HEHE i think they nvr met ppl like me beforee :x

so extraction's over and ive been living life with meesua porridge and CAKES. which is not helping cos its just making me fatter yeaaa :x thn thn yea didnt do any revision for econs which makes it more screwddddd. and i swear my period's damn weirddd its not even the beginning of july and im bleedinggg alrrrrrr D: damn sick.

heyilong says:
you knw the date for econs blocks and youre worried for the test, so why not start now ?

i thought wht he said makes so much sense but i just cant help but glue my eyes onto other things and not lecture notes or pens or highlighterssss ! i dno whyyy but thr just isnt any motivation to keep me going or maybe the level of procrastination is way above the level of motivation which isnt going to workkkk. and sometimes all these sets me thinking, how am i going to score for A's, how to go uni like tt. its just wishful thinking about being able to get in with my apitude rightttt D: not forgetting my sgc is alr gone case, i have a subject csc which is constantly pulling me down. and not like my history econs or MATHS can help meee. esp maths. HAHAHA so in total i have 2 subjects pulling me down which is really CRAZYYYYY :(

and i think this post is damnit wordyyy but too bad ive been home the whole wkkk and didnt go out at all heh heh. sounds so guai. but at home also slacking. NO USE. yepyeppppp. i want to cut my fringeee its becoming quite longgggg. and to think time flies so fast. i rmbed just cutting my fringe a month agoooo yknow. yuppp and like i want to change my phoneeee but i dno wht i wanttt. i thought samsung preston was cute but thn its touchscrn plus samsunggg D: somehow i want sonyE but their designs like cannot make it nowadaysss D:

CHERYLSOH NEEDS TO STOP PROCRASTINATINGGGGG ! ~

2009-06-18T22:42:00.000-07:00

yay pa (:
finnie gf i miss her yo HAHAHA :D

this is childhood friend ((:

the only shot taken by himmmm.

the height difference is disgusting because when we were young i was taller than him !

du jianxing (((: !

so ive been slacking all the wayyyy. no work done or whtsoeverrrrr. HAHAHAH screwddd but yeaa. yep went out with chidlhood friend on wed at plazasing and i saw yj's vp ! first was tansh thn vp. hehehe. yeppp. he accompanied me to watch ghosts of past girlfriends ! funny showwww yesss. thn aft tt we walked down from plazasing to orchard and i went to find girlfriend and pa ((: and its sick cos they pulled a stupid joke on me and to think i fell for it sickening i swearrrr !

and mum kept making me watch videosssss with herrrrrrrrrr grr grrr. heh i haven start workkkkkk GAGA.

2009-06-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

surprise given by xiaogu (L)
i like pekooooo HAHAHAH.

but she doesn't becausee....

she prefers this kimono bunny due to HAHAH (:

she looks like she's advertising for nike water bottle.

outside Muji (:

i love Miss Gay, Mrs Jay Zhou to bits (L)

and i think she loves me too HAHAHA.

huihui and cheryl (:

i love youuuu dodo (:

pls stay happy mrs Bunnyyyy (:

and this is shokwennnnn who came to meet me ystd for SG diaries ! :D

yay i finally met up with huihui (L) like aft so longgg like one year cannn stupid busy girl grr grr. hehehe but its really good to see you doing fine and living life happily yay :DDDD charrot loves you, so do love charrot yeaaa :D and lets meet up sooooonnnnnnnnn and pls i dont want tys for my birthday HAHAHAH :D

and while on the train to cityhall today HAHAHAH i saw miss tansh cannnn ! omg lah walao i srsly just walked to another cabinnnn i dno whyyy. i wanted to go up to her to say hi but srsly i thought wht i did was more appropriateeee ! hehehe. yupyup so ive not been spending my holidays productivelyyy in terms of school work yeaaa. haven even started my SG diaries, prelim sbq, the table in lecture notes, IS draft 2, maths 13.8 and finally, econs micro and macro revision for blocks on first day of schhhhoolll. sounds so interesting rightttt THANKS. and not forgetting my stupid extraction on tues next weeeekkkkk. grr grr.

and yepppp im out again tmrrrrr and thrs goes another day of holiday spent unproductivelyyyy ! :x but hahaha its doesnt really matter i dno whyyyyy D: but i just hope tt i can complete all tutorials and read econs up before school reopens. which is really the minimal alreadyyyy (:

2009-06-13T09:18:00.000-07:00

group photo yo :D
future PM.

we share exactly same sub combiiii quite weird rightt HAHAHA

Mr chua.

well, sometimes he irritates people to the maxxxx/

seee he's singingggg.

LAOSHI. csc teacher btw.

yuenyeeee ! :D

yay this is shokwennn (:

so its finally holidaysss, but its bogus one loh please. HHAHAHA. and yepppp friday was last day with 2 hours of history lecture and 1 hour of h1 math ! :D followed by dillydallying in schhhh before meeting yuenyee in the library with hanhui ! :D thn thn we set off for amk for lunch at first before kbox with yeqin and laoshi :D yupyup ehehehe :D

thn thn in the end amk foodcourt was filled with peopleee ! so yuenyeelaogong and me went off first, leaving yeqin and hanhui dating each other since both of them were like hungryyyy even though we said got snacks at kboxxx :x and on our way there i met HUIHUI yay :D HAHAHAH its like damn damn surprising cos i will nvr expect her to be at amk pleaseee HAHAHAH yep yepppp. so yay im still hoping to meet her like real soon ! :DDDD

so kbox with the 4 of them, meaning yy yeqin hanhui and laoshi was damn damn funnyyy cos yeqin was obviously singing songs in those gayness voice and hanhui taking up several hokkien songs and old love duets with laoshi which was HAHAH quite pei leh HAHAAHHAAH :X yeppp thn everyone left at 5plussss (: and thankgoodness i wasnt lateee hehehe ((((:

AND IM NOT EMO AHAHAHAH.

2009-06-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

holidays are finally arrivinggggg, im looking forward to ittttt but it sucks to know tt these 2 wks of holidays are actually just study leaveeee yeaaa. cos straight aft sch reopens, thrs aftnoon sch programmes where there will be tons and tons of timed pieces and mock tests for us to do. like econs and csc. and thn history tutorial work like sg diaries. thn thn csc IS draft 2.

but yea no motivation to do anything no motivation to study or whtsoever which is implying tt

im gng to screw myself upppp. i dno why i dno whyyyy i getting all the weariness alr despite not studying and slpingggg. ive been trying so hard to stay awake during lectures esp history. and i just failed again this aftnoonnnnn. and was greeted with hanhui's "hows ur slppp, was it sweet ?" BASKETTT I SWEARRRRR. GRR GRR.

on a lighter note, i removed my upper bracesssss (: and yea it was a surprise given by the dentist. and on an even more surprising note, he told me i will need upper wisdom teeth [2] extraction like againnnnnnn !!!!! and i was thinking i wld rather he removed it all at once [8] tt time whn i was being put to slppp. and he says since now its only 2, he wld go for local which means only numbing tt area of my mouttthhhhhh and its freakinggggg me outtttt alrrrrr ! but grrr operation's on the last wk of holidays D: and yea im loving retainers i dno whyyy HAHAH and i esp love the pink colour box HAHAHAHA.

its been 7 years

its been 3-4 years ago.

and its 2009 now,

and its whn you knw you were so determined to keep that part of ur life in your heart.

for a deadline that states Forever.

2009-06-07T06:43:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS (:

its holidays but yet not holidays hehehe. and thn i finally finished my IS draft 1 which really reduced my anxiettyyyy ahhahaa and thk god laoshi didnt slaughter me or anything yeaaa :D thn thn erm did flag day on saturday for SPCA. yep yep. and thn i met up with yvonneee not long ago and passed her her damn early birthday present in any case whr i cant meet her up again heehhee.

and yay mum bought new watch yahhh :D and i really like marks and spencer's chocolate fingerssss ((: not forgetting, magnolia chocolate milkkkk. growing fat soon grr grrrrrr :(

2009-05-27T06:58:00.000-07:00

xiaoguuuu (:

fridaysssss

yay couple tees (:

term 2 is ending like real soooonnn ! but there's still 2 weeks of additional lessons grr grr D: and yup just finished history test today but i dno if im answering to the qns or anything rahhh. and thn thrs macroeconomic test tmrrrr, thn csc theme 1 test on fridayyy. and not forgetting my IS tts due sooonnn, as in the first drafttttt. RAH.

and yup everyone in class is like tiredddd alreadyyyy. we dno why but we just aint getting sufficient slpppp :x thn hanhui msged me abt the confirmation of swine flu, thn shokwen and i was like why must it be near the holidays and not whn holidays are ending so tt theres a chance for them to postpone the reopening of schoool ! thats how much we yearned for a longerrr holidayyyy !! D: im srsly looking towards the end of A's yeaaa.

i dont like this feeling.

and i dont want to feel this way GRR GRR.

its when its within control.

2009-05-20T05:20:00.000-07:00

Grandma's Birthday !
Childhood Friend (:

Xiaogu !

Mentally Tired GRR GRR

sch's been a choreeeee. like seriously, i feel tired every single dayyyy please ! and its not only me, people like yuenyee shu hanhui also felt tiredddd. like RAH. and timetable for aftnoon special programme on term 3 and 4 is already outttt. which is sicker cos lesson ends at 2.10 but we have ASP so we end at 530 !!! D:

and may's the month for lots of birthdays ! i alr have 3 birthday dinners in consecutive weeks alr pleaseeeeee goddd. taking up all my sundays, which leaves me with less time to do my tutorials or even do exxtraaaaassss !

well well, overall, i dont like to attend lessons D: i dno why but thrs just some sense of discouragement lingering around all the timeeeee. csc is screwd, history is too much, econs is i really dno how to comment, maths is disgusting to the coreee D: functns is HELL. so yea this is j2 life D:

i dont like this feeling ~

and also,

is this pressure D:

2009-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

Joel tan
doing his math like 'diligently'

yay HanHui's CO dizi.

Dear Laogong :D

thursdays are pic taking days,

csc class (:

yuenyee with the penknife.

csc kids/

yuenyee laogong and cheryl laopo.

she wanted to act like she's shorter than him,.

this is Hussein.

we share the same sub combi ! :D

School's been fine i guess. with me gng to sch everyday feeling tired, trying to skip pe on mondays, slacking arnd on tuesdays, having consultations on wednesdays, going home late cos of csc extra class and pic taking on thursdays, trying to skip pe again on fridays. grr grr. HAHAHAH.

yay and i cut my hair and i think i like it ((: HAHAHAHA whee. yep but today thrs this bloody annoying teacher who really spoilt my thursday morning :x its like dumb can grr grr.

but well, overall sch's fine i guess :x i hadnt been revising or doing extra work. am only dng the minimal, which sometimes makes me feel guilty. but having the mindset of procrastinating got the better of meeeeee :x and yep temp taking again on monday because of pig flu ~

and rah i went to the dentist, and he said my gums are swollen D: so i got to apply gum gel which is annoying cos i dont even knw if i put it correctly, irritating cos i always swallow it up with my saliva. hmpfs.

and lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN FANGJIE ! I LOVEEEEEE YOUUU LOTS.

2009-04-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

YuenYee :D
and she's my laogong, but her heart's only with darrenho.

Future Prime Minister, Hanhui ! :D

The weather is Gross ;/

grr grr the weather's damn damn damn hottt !!! D: anyway anyway, i got my sony camera repaired alrrr aft like 2yrs plus ! :D im happy with it cos i dont really like the canon one. heheheh (:

anyway, sch's been fine i guess. except for thurs whr i go home at 7pm cos of extra csc tutorials. but it aint tt bad aftall :D and shit man i fell down ystd againnnn at the carpark! but its jsut some abrasions, so i guess no skipping of pe DD: hehe yep. its april alrrrr, i want A's to end soon soon soon soon sooonnnnnn ~ and yay my hair is growingggg, but at a damn slow pace D:

2009-04-09T07:39:00.000-07:00

Feels.

so blocks are like over over over ((: however, work's still pilinggggg D: saw the registratn slip today and somehow my last paper for A's is like on 1dec or smthhhh !!!!! SO LONGGGGGGG. WTHHHH. grr grr. anyway managed to scrape through history with a 53 despite just scanning thru sea, and i kind of hate myself for interpreting the rf question wrongly grr grr :x csc was 47 which is a subpass, cant ask for more since i didnt even memorize a thing. maths is HAHAHAH 26/100 :x yea, so screwd right. rah.

got back PW today, and its a B B B B B.

~~if i say that im happy,~~
~~i wld probably be lying,~~
~~since i have expected more :x~~
~~but what to do,~~
~~its over (:~~

2009-03-31T09:36:00.000-07:00

work's piling up. sigh. IS is giving me plenty of headaches. i failed math blocks terribly horribly or whtevr. and i think my history will also be screwd. i see no lightttt D:

haven studied for csc blocks. am screwd too D: this year is pure torture. people around me are either stressed, tired, or whtsoever. i hate myself for procrastinating, i know i cannot do this, but yet i continue to procrastinate. GRRRRR D:

rants rants rants.
ive been ranting D:

2009-03-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

its whn you know the two were in love,
and aft tons of obstacles,
they were willing to give each other another chance,
and this was when,
they were separated -for eternity.

kay i watched the repeated tang xin feng bao and its freaking sad to see changzaixin and alfred to not get togetherrrr D: grr grr.

anyway, im srsly beginning to hate econs. im feeling very lost due to the new teaching method. say im inflexible or not, im feeling lost/insecure. or whtevr words that have the same meaning lah. its disgusting to the core. and im beginning to sway again, like why on earth did i make this decision 2 years back.

anyway it really feels great to catch up with people like huihui deborah and tessa :D:D lalala. ah whtevr, its late. shall oinkk (:

i will always want to love (:

2009-03-19T08:08:00.000-07:00

so cherylsoh is still procrastinating. which is srsly not a very very good sign cos i have alot to cover, and i aint getting any motivationnnnn D: ive got a feeling i will just screw A's uppppp. rahhhhhhhh damn sickkkkkk.

and i found out that i srsly love to look at old pictures, and thn think back on stuff, be it pretty or ugly memories of friends of family of whtsoevr, now that im looking back, it really feels sweet or i dno, starting to think abt why will different things happen, and in the end, resulting in what i am now. and truthfully, there's just this mail, whther the person meant it or not, it has really always moved me to tears whenever i took time off to read it. cos now, it just doesnt seem to be the case. but still, everything still remains in my heart ((:

its just like how people say,
that they are just standing at the very same point,
watching another walking further and further away.

this post is actually quite crappy, but i thought i just wanted to pen all of this down (:

其实，
你到底有没有深刻爱过我，
我真的很想知道。
我们两已经变了不少，
你有了自己的生活，我也一样。
虽然已经三年了，
但是，我还是很想知道这个答案。。。

2009-03-18T09:10:00.000-07:00

我已经错过了

seriously, i need to stop procrastinating and start studying for h1 maths [ which is gng to kill me ] and h2 history, which is not getting any better since ong said sea will be challenging, and its not like i can score really well for ih since its abt stupid religious fundamentalism and and arab israeli conflictttttt !!!! DDDDD:

幸福

2009-03-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

ckigu and bunga
more people nowwww. HAHAHAHAH

Xerxes, Liang wei :D
yay Zhang Laoshi :D

hanhui (:

hanhui and sherry HAHA

yay shuuuuuuuu in two ponytails (L)

she cannot really stand my habit of taking picturesss.

PEKO (L)(L)(L)

her fan-ning rocks (((:

love.

joel :D

miss tan :D

yuenyee

yay its like holidays finallllly.. even though thrs still arab-israeli lecture on monday and interstate tensions test on tues. and with history and maths blocks coming right up straight aft holidays, with hmwrk everywhrrr. so this is holidays this yr D:

anyway, cvd's finally over :DDD ccm's over and campfire's comingggg :DDDD

i want this year to be over soon :x

2009-03-08T05:59:00.000-07:00

I love work (:

during ccm

alex

girlfriend :D

school's been hectic, as in lots of work and tests coming up this weeeeeekkkk. how sick right. but well at the very least this week is the last week of the term. but that one week holiday wont be of much of a holiday as well i guess, cos well apparently this year is A's :x A level chinese results has been a surprise cos i was expecting a B or below cos the paper was hard, to me at least :x

im really looking forward to the end of this year, aft A's end.

2009-02-22T00:35:00.000-08:00

sian-nest look okay.
yay viko.

ahpa ((:

mr bean yah :D

finnieeeeeeee. love her luh :D

thanks to someone's idea that now all hair got to be pinned up/

before workkk.

they shld just allow some hairrrr/

Linmin :DDD

Silly Thoughts.

so work on friday and saturday was alrighttttt. except tt we almost camp at heeren on friday yah. hehehe but yea it was quite funny cos everybody was practically just buying fries from macs and waiting for the problem to be solveddd. zhilong even came dwn just for awhile yea hehehe :D sat was dental first and thn viko called to ask to work at 2pm. so i went and yea only until 4 thn start at 6 again. so break with jason to cine for late lunch which apparently i got no appetite and i started to die at 8plus 9 ok. thn thrs this guy at macs who's sick to the max max max. so work's beeen funnnn :D pictures as of ystd, 21 feb 09.

2009-02-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

cikgu, shokwen, cheryl, yuenyee, hanhui, yuanxia, sean, joel
YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

Conversation Malay (:

school's been alright i guess, except with work piling up etc. hehehe conversational malay was alright today and it was tt cikgu's birthday yah :D and yes only 7 people turned up for ccm.

2009-02-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

sherry's party at SIMEI [how far]

yay shokwen :D

shu and soh yea :D

so im finally done with my indpt study proposal and im damn happy abt it even though there's still a 4000 word report to be handed up by sept 2009 ! thn thn er yea, been rushing out homeworks and presentatns and all the other stupid stuffffff yeaaa. grr grr.

and YES I FELL INTO THE DRAIN and this sucks. or maybe its quite a good thing since i get to skip a couple of pe lessons yea :D cherylsoh dreads pe i swear. and yay on a happier note, liyi just told me about campfireeee !

28TH MARCH YEAA. 630-930

2009-01-31T07:03:00.000-08:00

grandpa :D
grandma small aunt and me

yay xiaogu :D

grandpa peeled the pomelo and turned the skin into a hat yea :D

having dinnnnerrrrr, it was first day of cny. mum's side came over.

Cow Year yea :D

pictures were taken on chu yi yo hehehe :D so cny holidays are overrrr D: and yea sch's not tt bad cos gp lessons were cancelled cos emilyteo was on mc and she had a dental appt ? hehehe :D yep finished econs notes writing thing and csc essay alsooo. but i still have indpt study proposal D: rahhhh and its really a turn off yah.

j1s are coming on monday alrrr HAHAHAH yea. thn thn thrs block test aft march holidays D:

2009-01-24T06:29:00.000-08:00

Fat and Fatter D:

im like damn bored nowwww but im damnnnn lazyyy to do hmwrk yeaaa. rah. lunch with mum and dad today. its becoming a tradition for us to always lunch on saturdays yeaaa :D aft lunch was shopping arnd with mummmm. she bought me a pair of shoes and yea. window shopped and thr really isnt anything to buyyyy D: im kinda excited for tmr's dinner. at least everyone will be at hm and everything lalala :D

im hating tt ulcer in my mouthhhh. it makes my chewing very difficultttt. and its not tt im always having a gd time chewing my food yea :X rahhhh

2009-01-23T06:59:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year (:

yay HAHAHAH its been one wk of schhhh and yea nth to be really happy abt yo. hehehe (: econs getting suckier and suckier with ms tan sh. rah D: okay anw, chinese new yr celebrations today and i thought it was kinda funny even though yj only releases us at like 330-4, while other jcs, get released at like 10am. we had lessons till 1240 btw, with pe D: so chiorch, band performed, as well as lion dancing and yah teachers singing. and i thought it really was quite okay. :D

calligraphy aft tt but it was a big mess lah huh. hehehe. im so glad tt sch's only reopening on wed, which means i get to slp and everything ! yah its first wk and im like struggling to stay awake alr. anw thrs hmwrk like math csc sbq csc proposalS econs notes writing. rah rah rah quite sick yea. reunion dinner on sunday yea :D

2009-01-23T06:51:00.000-08:00

yay ms tan :D
shu with yw's calligraphy, me with mine HAHAHA

alyssa shu me.

REST ARE HONGKONG PICS. and thrs a reason why thrs like only individual shots yea :D

mum and i

2009-01-13T06:30:00.000-08:00

wujian :D
finnieeeee (L)

viko yo,

crappy yongbing

yay pictures taken on 'last' day of workkkk luh. hehehe yep.

2009-01-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

First Week of Schooolll.

yep back from hongkong, and i swear the trip sucks lah huh rah D: damn sick. hehehe. so i was very happy to be back in singapore on saturdayyyy :D finshed history essay but am left with many proposals and csc hmwrk which is sick, totally sick.

first day of school was alrighttt, esp with sha and shu arnddd :D 222 has got a psychotic gp teacherrrr and a fierce yet good econs teacher ? i dont really think 222 needs treatment from these teachers yo. so now only ianong and msku seems fine to meee. its only the second day and im feeling tired and all alr D: how to survive the rest of the yr sia.

2009-01-05T08:26:00.000-08:00

hongkong tmrrrrrr. back on sattt and i will be rushing thru my essay and getting stuff to get ready for sch on mondayyy yo.

but i will still carry on working on fri and sat nights yea :D heheheh ! :D and yeeeepppp today's ''last'' day at work , as in last day working everyday and really, im rather reluctanttttt. to think i still didnt want to carry on working whn i first started huh rahhh :X

BACK ON SAT !

gor oi lei.

2008-12-30T09:00:00.000-08:00

at workkk.
sha and sohhhhbefore work todayyy.
yvonne's fave.

my fave.
i love neox.

yay yvonne leeee.

Last Day of 2008 !

so split shift ystd and thn during that split i met up with yvonnnnne ! pasta mania and neoxxxx. and i really thought we spent quality time tgttttt even though it was just a short short meetupppp ! yay loveyouuuuuuu yes !

thn thn todayyyy mother kpkb abt all the small little thigns and i got damn fed up. thn thn cab dwn to heeren to pass sha locker key but she wasss lateeeee. so read bits and pieces of AFC notes while waiting for her to split shift at 3pm. ate with finnieeee as well. and yea walked arnd and wheee. a happy thing to be happy abt is that its alr paydayyy ! and one more thing to be happy about is that im meeting fangjie xunqi deborah tmrrrr YAY.

我不想陷入这种困境。

Year 2008

i must say i really did dread year 2008 in the beginningggg. this was the year whn O's were released, when i keep harping on the fact that i made the wrong choice to go into yj, that i should have opted for poly instead. but somehow or another, whn i start to think back about this yr, i wld still smile :D !

despite choosing the wrong combination, okay maybe just one h2 subject which is csc in yj, having sucky timetables planned by yj, having stupid events held by yj, or that yj just 'ate' up all our early dismissals and everything, im still quite glad, that i stayed and persevered in yj, because in yj, i got to knw friends whom really knw me somehow or another, thrs alot to say but its beyond descriptn somehowwww.

so friends like Shaaaa !

even though we know each other for like less than 1 yearrrrr, i thought we cld really get along well. I'm sure there are things that i did that made you really annoyed or irritated or pissed or whtevr, and so thank you for tolerating with me, i think and i know you will read thisss yeaaaa woman. HAHAHAH :x and srsly, i wldnt have survived or stayed in yj without youuu and shu. and really, you were the one that made me thought that retention will be nothing since i got you whn we were still not studying for promos or that we were still procrastinating or being complacent yes dearrrr ! and i hope we will be closer in the year 2009 and stay tgt in ctg 222 09'. woman, i love youuuu ! HAHAHAHAH :x

Shuuuuuu !

i dno if you will read this or nottttt but yea im still dedicating it to youuu oops. HAHAHAH. we've known each other for less than a year, and i cant believe my first impression of you was that youre an AHlian. HAHAHAHA :x and i knw you are never gng to forget how i first spoke to youuu yessss ! hehehe im glad to know you and also that youre always listening to me whine or complain or whtevr yea. im sure i must have irritated you for a moment or maybe more than a moment yes. and i hope you wont be so stressed up with h2math yeaaaa. have faith yes dear ! and yay im sure sha you and me will have lots of fun in the year 2009 despite A's or wht indpt study shittttt yes. shushu gor oi lei ah ;D

WITHOUT THE BOTH OF YOU, I WLD NOT HAVE ENJOYED YJ, I SWEAR ! :D

and and yay fangjie deborah xunqi huihui tessa, i wld say even though we may have drifted and eveerythingggg. but i still hold all of you dearly in my hearrttttt (L)

Fangjie,

HAHAHAH believe it or notttt, i was really happy and touched that you told me tt you wna meet upppp plsss yes yes i really do HAHAH. and i dno hows life gng on for you even though i do read ur bloggg. but do enjoyyyy kayyy. and and im happy to be able to still talk to you and have occasionals short updates on ur sch life yeaaaaa. carry on this way yes ! love youuu.

Deborah,

yay we're meeting up tmrrr and its beeen so so so long since we last met up or had a proper chat rahhhh. but still, lots of love yes.

Xunqi,

beng beng beng, i was really touched by ur emailll yesss ! i really got no idea whts gng on in ur life now and everything even though i read ur blog, cos maybe you nvr update often righttt HAHAHAHA. but really, take care yesssss and jiayouu i got faith in ur h1 csc ! hehehehehe lovelove.

Huihui,

you busy busy busy busy girlllll. i dno abt next monday but if really cannot thn we can just maybe meet for dinner aft ur sch and my sch whn youre freeeeeee. or whn youre not busy with choir stuff or whtsoevr yesss. and i do miss you like alot lah rahhhhh stupid dodo. stay in touchhhhhhhhhhhh okaytyyy !

Tessa,

we may have different lives now, but im sure somewhr we will still share smth similar. and im really glad that youre touched aft recieving my christmas card yeaaaa ! and of course, i didnt forget youuuuuu. how to forget ur smelly smell huh !! HAHAHAHAH love you.

and to wrap up 2008, i must say i do enjoy working life nowwwww since it wasnt as screwd up as it used to be whn i first went to workkkk, and to think that i still have the thought of wanting to quit or smttthhh with sha. but yea i really didnt regret staying on and giving it a tryyyyy. so i guess, 2008's been a gd one. and i hope 2009 will be betterrrrr yessss, even though thrs A's which will more or less determine wht will happen in the future. heheheheehe (L)

new year resolutions, maybeeeee errrr tomorrrow lah yeaaaa ! hehehehe

2008-12-27T23:20:00.000-08:00

127 to 222 D:

yj sucks to the core i swear. why the hell did they reshuffle the classes and split classes up and everythingggg ! and yea so now apparently we moved up 5 classes. and thrs only like 25 classes left in j2 instead of the supposed 31 or 30 classes rah.

so now 127 became bigger cos yj splited up 126 into 127 and 125. and im srsly praying hard that 127's/222's econs tutor will still be ms kwok pls grr grr. and i can expect the timetable to be even more screwd up yea. and yea i think it most probably will can RAH.

我不知道该怎么做。

and yay im happy that my christmas cards did get to people yo HEHEH. work's at 6 and i swear the only thing that make me dread work is the half hour of standing outside heeren holding that stupid sumo. sibei screwd one. RAH.

2008-12-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

Illusion.

spent christmas eve and christmas workingggg. hehehe yep christmas eve met sha for lunch during her split shift and everything. and i only realised now that ppl spray each other whn the clock strikes 12am in orchard pls. walao screwd. and yes christmas was just yet another day. nothing special nothing spectacularrrr.

its scary how someone's words, including those misc stuff that someone says tend to affect you to the max. and thrs a feeling in me thats beyond descriptn thats making me feel so screwd and all. thrs just too much uncertainty and its to the extent that i dont even knw wth im feeling and why will i even have this feeling pls. grr grrr annoyed by it.

and whee im still quite glad with my unstraight bangss yooo. and i hope supper tmr with aunts and aunt bf will be on plssss ~

全部都只是一种幻觉。
我真的不想陷入太深。
screwed, big time.

2008-12-23T08:35:00.000-08:00

遭殃了

yep christmas is coming and whee im quite happy abt itt. had a haircut today and went to meeet jianxing for super late lunch at cine before gng to work yo. hehehe rah.

tmr's lunch with sha whn she's off to her split shifftttt. yupp and im gonna lug quite a big plastic bag to work as well.

我真的不想有这种感觉。
完了。。。

2008-12-21T09:22:00.000-08:00

yay so i went to build a bear today with the vouchers that bryan gave me last christmas. HAHAHAH yea i was so lazy i only did it todayyy, like one wk before the expiry dateeeee. the bear's damn pink kayyy :D so aft tt was lunch with grandma and people at yishunnnn. yea dhoby to yishun and back to somerset again to pass locker key for sha tmrrrrr since im not working tmrrrr.

maybe lunch and dad and mum tmr and im gng to get stuff agnnnnnn grr grr hehehe :D christmas's coming and im sending out cards hopefulllllyyy by tmr and getting small little gifts but i cant really decide wht to get lehhh. grrrr. and i just realised its been more than 3mths since i last had a haircut yooo.

lalalal im very bored now and i dont wna go to slp i dno whyyy rah. and the worst thing is that im hungryyyy ! work's from tues to sun but i still wna meet sha and shu tgt thoughhh :x hope shu will be free sometime luhh. :D

and yea dad booked tickets to hk alrrrddyyyy and i dont wnaaaaa goooo i swear ! D: 6-10jan. rah i dont want :x

明知道没有结果，
为什么就是控制不了。

2008-12-17T08:45:00.000-08:00

yay my cashier supervisor Viko :D

sha and jason kb-ing each otherrrrr

so sha was DISinterested in taking a picture with jason.

a balloon in shu's hands.

shu sucks helium. yes she do.

the balllooonn.

sucking helium in actionnnnn.

SHA SHU SOH AGAIN ! :D

yay so met up with shu and sha againnn, and as usual sha's late for an hour or sooo. ate at workplace and yay i really love meeting the two of them uppppp. hehehe :D and thn now anklets for sha shu soh tooo. yellow purple pinkkk :D

neox with sha tooo and then yea she went back for more macha float and thn soon i got off to workkk :D work's alright except tt i got tired quite fast todayyy which is quite sick though. thn yea met marcus up to pass him wht he wanted and off to hm :D work's at 6 tmrrrr !

i really hate this feeling,

its sick.

2008-12-16T08:27:00.000-08:00

太诚实

its whn i know,
lies do give more hopes instead of the truth.

yay tmr's lunch with sha and shu again before gng off to work at 6pm ! :D indeed i think i prefer night shifts pls ! even though closing at the cashier is much more troublesome thn opening at the cashier.

and this is how much thr is to affect me :x

2008-12-15T08:47:00.000-08:00

好感

woke up damn early today for dental. and i swear i really hate adjustmentsssss ! the dentist really pull and dno do wht and the pressure is damn damn intensed ! :x grr grr. thn thn slacked all the way till arnd 5 and i went off to workkk.

finnie told me i dont need to work today and it really scare me luhh walao. am i gullible or whtttt ! hmpfs. so aft tt work's alright except for some moodswinging. closing was okay except that i was damn blur to only settle one batchh and left the other two hanging nowhere. lucky they chk agn :x

everyday's 6-11 now except for friday 10-6 and sunday's day offff. i dont really like sunday being an off day so i guess im requesting for weekdays off. weird luh.

its weird
whn someone can really speak whts actually in ur heart.
and sometimes its just scary..
and wht more can i say.
i dont really want this feeling.
i really dont.

2008-12-13T08:45:00.000-08:00

rah im annoyed by my mum, cannot zi dong one can RAH !

ended work at 11pm todayyy, or maybe ltr than tt. grr grr my legs are fcking hurting nowwwww and at 1246 im still waiting for my hair to dry before i can go off to bedddd. and im meeting finnie at toapayoh tmrrr for macs breakfast before workkkkk. but im kinda happy though HAHAHAHA :x

yea my legs are really hurting and i want to go to slppppp ! :x
and ive yet to prepare christmas cards and giftssss ! i guess im settling it next wk during off day huh hehehe. and this reminded me to need to buy stampsssssss ..

2008-12-11T08:28:00.000-08:00

wkends are coming and that means the end of another wkkkk plsss. rah sch's reopening soon is like less than one mth's time. its neither fast nor slow RAH.

my legs are hurting but thank god i got my piyopiyo slippers yo HAHAHAH. rah hehehe im feeling bored and hence updatingggg whee. subway for dinner today and i swear i will wait till i can really bite thn will i buy subway pls. if not the eating method is just Gross.

and im fcking eating wayyyyy too muchhhh everyday can im so screwd RAH. and im getting more and more tired day by day grrr.

plus i need to find time to get down to carrefour to get more fbts again. and i dno wht else i need but i really want some shopping sooooooon, obviously apart from the everyday working life yo. heheheh.

2008-12-10T06:12:00.000-08:00

thanks i was at the kids corner.

draft draft drafttttt.

yay its kent, outlett manager.

(L)

sucking helium...

yay finnieeee :D my canto teacher.

SHASHUSOH (L)

my slping hours are screwd pls. grr grr. im used to waking up early alr so i forced myself to slp until 1130 todayyy. FORCED okay walao. slping was nvr a difficulty for soh lah pls.

kay so the top level of ngeeann is bagus for wasting time one sia HAHAHA. rah thn er met shu first and went back to workplace and we waited for sha before having Late Lunch at 3pm. HAHAHA tea break time pls grr grr. so lunched finished and everything. helped jason/alex collect the redemptn for carpark thing and i got myself a ride on the cte pls. walao 150km/h crazyness.

thn back to heeren and stupid shu wanted to suck Helium. yes HELIUM. so got a balloon for her and it was not enough stupid girl. asked the person who's holding on to the balloons but she said shes not giving it out. how stupiddddd. so no helium but alcohol for herrrrrr :xx oops. thn took out contacts cos it got too dryy and i wore speccssss :D

thn sha went to work and shu and i left at arndddddd 7plussss :D

and im tryingggg to find a song that was played thru 933FM today but rah my search is getting nowhere !!! :X

2008-12-09T05:09:00.000-08:00

rah im getting quite tireddddd but im irritated cos i always get slpy during inappropriate timings like 8-11pm, and whn im about to slp, i cannot fall aslpppp !! GRRR and yea legs are tired as well rah.

but yay finally meeting shu and sha tmrrrrr :D

and i happened to read long long ago emails from year 2006 to 2007 or somewhr arnd there. and its just weird how some emails just moved you again and it seems so real and true but you dont even know if it is still that meaningful nowww. and sometimes you do wish that he/she still mean it, even though you two have drifted or rather, thrs limited limited communication noww. and it seems that even with communicatn, its different alrdyyyyy. and truthfully speaking, i kinda miss you (:

the feeling is overwhelming,
and i dont wna feel this way RAH.
GRRRR

2008-12-08T05:25:00.000-08:00

Supposed 2 :x it just suddenly dawned on me anywayyyy :D

so i went off to work at arnd 9plus today since my timing's at ten. but walao early morning raining sibei sian grr grrrrr. but aftall its okay i guess.

and im really looking forward to wed cos finally sha shu soh gets to meet up agn yo. HAHAHAH :D

ive got to controllll grrr.
i really have to RAH.

2008-12-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

OFF TODAY ! :D

so was out with mum and dad the whole aftnoon and half of evening. lunch at The Oriental and i liked the layout there very much hehehehe :D yea thn er walked arnd raffles city and everything. as usual waiting for dad to fin all his meetings and everything. so thn soon we went to great world for pancakes :D i still prefer my crepe thoughhhhh ;D

yep and i just screwd my ipod upppppp. grrr but i guess i can resume it to its original state todayy before i slp. im getting more and more tired everyday luh pls. and i become slpless at night like wth. GRR.

2008-12-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

mum's being a bitch, or either that im pms-ing, er post not pre.

work's been fine i guess. not as bad as the first day whn i went to work with shasha. grr. and somehow i foresee myself not wanting to stop workkkkk RAH but sch's reopening on the 12jan which is quite sick. grr grr.

and ive got to control.
yes i do :x

2008-11-30T06:08:00.000-08:00

work is getting more and more okayyy i guess. but the headband is quite sick pls :x

thn the wound for extraction is healing and i can bite rice today which is quite a good sign. which means i may not have to lug 2 packets of milo, one med box, one bottle of water, and one kaya bun to work anymoreeee. :D or maybe i have to since many commented that the food thr sucked.

i kinda miss sch which is quite sick yea.
but coming to think of it, i have 3 independent study proposals to send to lihua, one asian financial crisis essay to hand up whn sch term starts, and er i dont think thrs anymoree. its a lot and its all left UNtouched (:

and well today's off day and i caught up with my yahoo games, ds games and tv shows. hehe :D

2008-11-28T04:51:00.000-08:00

extraction was over last fridayyy. but up till now im still feeding on porridge and mee sua and everything cos apparently thrs stupid invisible rubberbands nowww D:

kay work is kind of i dno wht word to useeeeee. and im having the time to blog now today since i had cramps and the supervisor asked me to go home early ! :D am quite happy abt it though im missing out few hours of training which may be quite a lot.

i have lots and lots of cravings nowwwww D:

i want cabury chocolate.
i want kinder bueno.
i want kfc.
i want macs.
i want pizza and spaghetti.
i want thaiexp tomyam noodles.
i want mix and match gummies.
rah and thr are lots more. LOTS more.

2008-11-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

yay so tmr's lunch with mum grandpa grandma at sbw sun plaza food court cos i pestered them for bigggg fishball :D

thn wed's free and i guess im gng to roam arnd alone to get stuff tt i wantttt.

thurs will be with mum.

fri's extractnnn.

sat's another docccc.

sunday's freeeeeeeee.

monday's dental plussss the beginning of workkkk ! :DDD

2008-11-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

Holidays

so ystd was last day of sch and i kinda miss sch nowww. RAH. how ironic. lessons were damn slack. even for econs. met laoshi to discuss abt csc topiccc and i thank heyilong for coming up with so many qns sia :DDD got to settle indpt study qns soon and email back to laoshi who's in china nowww. and im glad ms tan actually applied to be our civics tutor again ! :D and i hope ms kwok do go up with us to j2 for econssss ! i dont want aminah or whoevr else cos yea ms kowk XED is 0, she's gd :x

im having my stupid extraction on friday wthhh D: scared luh pls. thn i will have to shift dental up to the morning on monday so tt i can most prob start work on the same day itselffff with sha and jianxing :DD but thrs assignments to be complete as well, sea term paper on asian financial crisis, csc case studies and two essay qns, such a bitch pls so many homework plus 3 csc indpt study proposals. GRRRRRR.

monday is lunch with sha and shu hopefullyyyy. thn tues or wed is meetup with deb xq and fangjie, since deb say thurs may not be able to make it. thn its workkkkk :D my bank account do need to eatttttttt :x

2008-11-13T06:18:00.000-08:00

Its Last day of School TMR :X

i somehow dread the last day of school and i dno why. assignments and essays are pouring in YET AGAIN. and i just saw the h2math paper, 102 qns in total wthh. thrs cleaning campaign tmr which totally suck suck suck :xx

i somehow still want school D:

2008-11-12T04:51:00.000-08:00

FROM LEFT TO RIGHT, TOP TO BOTTOM.

joel, sean, hanhui, me, shokwen, daryn, israel, yinwai, alyssa, sherry

127 08' & 227 09' is Love because all of us still remain together.

kay it was class dinner ystdddd. not all turned up but it was still fun tooo. mstan came along with her husbanddd :D above photo shows almost half the class yea. hehehe :D spent arnd 3-4 hours at newton circus. untilll 10 hehe :D lessons nowadays sucked cos apparently all jcs are havin their official holiday now but we are still studying here. grrr.

tmr's timetable sucked cos i only have a history lecture in the morning and i have to wait from 1010 all the way to 1340 for csc, thn h1math thn csc againnn. im really tempted to not go RAH. this is suckyyyy grrr.

holidays are coming and rah i do want to keep in contact and meetup with shu and shaaaaa tooo. and catch up with people whom i havent seen for i dno how many days or monthssss RAH.

i dno why.

2008-11-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

TWOTWOSEVEN OH NINE :D

im glad,

that 127 did go up to 227,

that sha shu soh did promote together :D

wheee HAAHAHAH so op presentatn for shu's grp was todayyy. thn the op filming alsoo. raining in the morning and mrtay actually said its always calm before a storm walao rah D: so so math class was slack cos msku didnt teach :D thn thn yea 410 and all j1s went to the audi for mdmkoh's briefing. and thn aft she ended arnd 45mins later, it was to a4-11 to meet mstan for results :x

so because mstan cldnt open the door to a4-11, everyone waited outside RAH. she even brought a box of tissue papers and a pack of starburst :x yea i was scared stiff lah can rahhhhh :x but really, thkfully, its 227 next year :D and somehow i hope that mstan cld go up with us to J2. she may be fierce and all, but she's good afterall :x

RESULTS :D , well i was quite happy with my promo results, but not the overall cos daily work and CA mark actually pulled it straight down D: like math and econs. so screwd lah. but econs percentile was nice :x i really didnt expect myself to pass all. serious.

Chinese was 67 but overall was minus 5 from it.

GP was 58 but overall was minus 1 from it.

Math was 70 but overall was minus 9 from it WALAO.

Csc was 52 but overall was minus 1 from it ahahahah expected.

Econs was 69 but overall was minus 6 from it GRRR.

History was 61 but overall was minus 7 from it RAHHHHH.

I'm happy,

and i guess sha and shu are happy as well.

and since the 3 of us are promoted together,

whats more can i ask for ? (:

AND I DUNNO WHT TO WRITE ABOUT FOR CSC INDPT STUDYYYY D:

I want class outinggggSSSSS

I want class TEEE.

PW'S OVER OVER OVER OVERRRRRRR !

It's me, hanhui, yuanxia, yeqin and joel :DDDDD

i still remember clearly that i actually dread my pw grp and the only person i cld relate to was joelll. but there were still funny times and bad times throughout the whole process of project workinggg :D YAY ITS YJ/PARTY 108 WANTING TO INSTILL NATIONAL IDENTITY IN PEOPLE :DDDD

2008-11-08T07:16:00.000-08:00

Your Words, never came true before. Never.

saturdays have almost become family days alrrrr. rah rah. and stupidddd i dont understand why teachers chose YJ108 for op filming !! walao i thought i could say bye to pw luh can ! monday is the filming, the whole presentatn about national identity all over again WITH QNS AND ANS. wht is this D: talked to heyiling and he said average 3-4 retainees per class. wht on earth is thisss !~

the feeling of uncertainty is really overwhelming.

the feeling that i may retain is getting stronger.

the feeling that separation may be a must really makes me wanna cry.

the feeling that shasohshu may be separated next year makes me wanna cry even more.

i hope i can control myself on 10nov 4plus that i do not cry.

on the other hand, i really misss people like huihui fangjie deborah xunqi tessa alot alot (L) i really miss those times we had tgt. im upset that we may have drifted, that we may not have a lot of things in common to talk about anymore, but really, i miss all of you and i wanna meet uppppp D: i dno if all of you will read this, but rahhhhhhhhhhhh ! D:

DODO/PURPLEWITCH (L) HUIHUI

i really appreciate those times whn you will just pop by my house, even though its early in the morning and that im still slping. xiexie for always tolerating with my whines even though you are annoyed or smthhh. spending time with me even though youre still as busy as ever, sometimes granting my wishes about wanting to lunch aft sch or even the sudden urge to take neox aft schhh. we may have drifted, but i really miss those times.

soooooooooooo LETS MEET UP SOON KAY D:

i love you zhoutaitai (L)

SMELLY MONKEY (L) TESSA

even though we only got closer at the end of sec3 or at the beginning of sec4, i thank you for all those times.. those crappy emath, social studies lessons that we have to endure thru. i can say i enjoy the limited time spent with you, though we have different lives now, somewhr in my heart i really miss those times whr we did things tgt, talk tgt, gossip tgt.

love you dear ~

JIE (L) DEBORAH

11 years of friendship. its really hard to come by, and i swear i really dont wanna lose this hard-to-come friendship that we both tried hard to maintain it. despite many misunderstandings and quarrels throughout these years, im still glad that we are close friends, its been long since we chatted, and i really wish to meet up with you dear D: tthose bus rides, those impromptu lunches, those neoprint taking, those complaining sessions, those times during guides. every single little thing, i do rmb.

lots of love, really.

BIAOJIE (L) FANGJIE

frankly, im very happy to be able to talk to you occasionallllyyy online now. i miss those shoulders of yours, that you were always there whn im tired or whn im crying. or either that tolerating with my lameness and sillyness. i cant imagine that i used to not like you thinking that youre qianbian during sec1. and somehow im quite happy that i joined guides, that i got to know you better and having long hrs of talking during sec2. those shopping trips, those chatting sessions, those lunching sessions abt me eating so much and you so little cos of ur 'eating disorder', those laughters and everything. CAN WE PLS MEET UP SOOOOON!! GRRR

love you dearest rah D:

BENGGGGGG (L) XUNQI

we hadnt talk for very very long. VERYVERYLONG. and perhaps its my fault cos i didnt talk to you first, and that you may have think tt ive forgotten you but i didnt ! i do rmb the first time we talked and everything. things did get sour during sec2 and im glad everything turned out fine, that you were there to listen to me and everything. using ahlian languages out of boredom and everything. i hope youre doing fineeeeee and lets meet up soon kay :D

hearts you lots, HEARTTTSSSS

2008-11-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

OP'S TMRRRRRR
AND I HAVEN EVEN MEMORIZE HALF MY SPEEECCCHHHHH.
GDNESS RAH !

shasha had her op todayyyyyy :D and mine's tmr at 2pmmmm. and thn PW WILL BE OFFICIALLY OVER FOR 127 08' ! i guess everyone's quite happy cos the process of the whole project work wasnt really a very pleasant one. majority of it didnt enjoyed it huh hehehehe xD wheeeee. reflective summary for math due on friday and then research on csc independent study due on monday. RAH.

its 5 more days to 10Nov.
im hoping,
but im not raising my hopes. HA how contradicting pls.

2008-11-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

PW on thurs;

its actually quite fun looking at archives and remembering stuff that once hurt but you just feel thankful now that at least you had this memory lingering arnd still (:

i dunno what to feel about 10Nov.
timetable for next wk is already out, and i really want to go to school, even aft 10Nov. with the same old people that im with alwayssssssss :X

2008-10-31T07:48:00.001-07:00

10Nov.

cherylsoh's really worried.

10 November 2008, 4.10pm -> RELEASE OF PROMOTIONAL STATUS PLUS RESULTS.

promoted/advanced/retained

2008-10-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

Chinese A's sucked.
Totally sucked :x

i thought the paper was quite hard. what qi shi lah pls. the stupid 8marks qns. i crapped my way out and it seemed like this paper is gone case alr. No grade A , not even a B maybe. it may be the first time, that i get a C for Chineseeeee D: i dont want leh rahhhh.

but aft that was cine with shaaaaa :DDDD pasta mania and neoxxxxxx. god lah its been damn damn long since i took neoxx and ive got a fetish for ittt lehh :D

tomorrow's timetable sucked. conversational malay (!!) and pe is stupid. next tues timetable isnt any better. 2 hours of csc. TORTURE. everyone's having official holiday alr. what on earth is YJ doing !!

RAH RAH RAH.

2008-10-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

everyone not from yj has got their promotional results alrrrrr. rah. but yj is only releasing it to us AFTER oral presentation, but cts alr know our fate alrrrrrr. HOW SCREWD.

its chinese A's tmr and i dont think i will ace it. i dont think so.

i really do hope that the whole of 127 will go up to 227 in 2009.

i really do hope that sha shu soh goes up together.

if not, it may not be the same again D:
i really do hope that the days after 6Nov will be good.

that everything will be on the right track, that J1 will end well on the 14Nov.

I WILL HOPE, FOR THE BEST

Stay the Same (L)

2008-10-19T05:21:00.000-07:00

yay.
promos are over.

boo.
its pw and chinese intensive now.

well well i hope i can pass i really hope and pray and i dunno what kay. rah rah. lugging the laptop to school everyday is not a very good thing because its damn heavyyyyyyyyy please. plus the battery and adapter and stuff. grr. school ends at 4 everyday, with 2 hours of chinese starting from 2 to 4 is just pure pure pure torture.

2008-09-30T05:13:00.000-07:00

i was dripping wet. and this is the only photo of me and the cake cos i was moving arnd.

those things hanging on my neck are those photos :D and tts shaaaa with my specs.
i was with aly's one. this is shuuuu :D

THANK YOU PEOPLE, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT

安静了

so its been veh long since i last updated thissss. life's been usual. spending nights on written report and lugging a stupid 17inch laptop to school just for oral presentation. other that that, have been very awake during lectures nowadays because i really dont want to retain D: i will coop myself up at home tmr till promos end. which means i will be free aft 13th oct till the day before results are released D: yj's the latest to start promos i thinkkkkk.

i need to pass csc and history. i need at least an S for econs. and this doesnt even really guarantee that i can promote. dw and ca will pull it dwn. grrrr.

today's last day of sch till promos start. study leaveeeeeee :D aly chad sha shu dragged me all the way down into the pond, with yinwai luring me there yea thks. and i stupidly got no common sense and ran aft yinwai aft getting out of the pond. i slipped and felllllll on my back thks. but i do appreciate the cake after that. and the pictures that were hanging on the fishing line. i had to go home in yj shorts [disgusted] and wet wet wet pe shirttttt. but but really xiexie yeaaaa :D (L)(L)

so so my wish now is really for everyone in 127 to go to 227 '09.

people do try your best and jiayou :D

2008-09-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

ij sjc :x

she's from canberra and she's from sjc

SHA SHU SOH :D

yayyeee. im trying veh hard to complete the essays givennnn D: its abt two weeks more to GP PROMOS. :x it's really scary. as in im really not confident abt promoting but i really hope to promote together with sha and shu to 227'09. rahhhhhhh. i haven started studying. just trying to complete hmwrk and everything :x i end promos on 13th oct. this sucks. last paper csc. sibei rah :x

PROMOSSSSS

15sept -> GP paper 1 and 2

7oct -> Chinese and H2 Economics paper 1 and 2

8oct -> H1 Mathematics

9oct -> H2 History

10oct -> H2 China Studies in Chinese paper1 (quite a number of people end here !!)

13oct -> H2 China Studies in Chinese paper 2

AND I END MY PROMOS !

but now im worrying about daily work :x rah Us and my block test was a major major flopp. :x

anyway anyway on a VERY light note, out with sha and shu todayyy. woke sha up and thn prepared and off to meet them at amk. thanks in polka uniform. exchanged uniforms and yea. saw people like viknesh and zhihui. pics pics pics :D

2008-08-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

Long Long Agooo.

so yupyup sch's been fine recently. trying my best not to fall aslp as usual. classs today was alrightt. holidays are coming. but its not holidays at all D: we have promos to study for, econs tutorialSSS and essaySSS to complete , history term paper to do, csc source base to complete. and wr. and i guess the list may be longer tmr. not forgetting cip during sept holidays which is plain stupid. and yea. promos in less than a mth if we count down to gp paper. DDD:

i dunno why , but i feel like posting this up :D WE WILL PROMOTE TOGETHER OKAY :D you two may not be reading, but even though i only know you two for only arnd half a year, but both of you really made me enjoy schooool :D thank you for tolerating my complaints, my reluctance to do pe, my low pain threshold, my sleepiness and every single thing yah yah :D i really hope we can stay like this and go up together to ctg 227 :x

LETS PROMOTE :D JIAYOU !

2008-08-18T07:59:00.001-07:00

sorry for the delay in updates and everything. have been busy with tutorials, essay term assignments and everything rah D: and also tests which i think i flopped everything. and gp promos in 28 days. not tt i count , but the big whiteboard infront of the office says it all. on a lighter note , HOLIDAYS ARE COMING ! :DDDDD

2008-07-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

sha.sha :D
shushu

shasha

L :D

life's been okay just that this week is filled with essays deadlines D: rah damn crazy luh 4 to 5 essays okkk. both history csc econs. cramps sucks. seriously D: been pmsing i guess :x i dunno what to sayyyy D:

2008-07-18T06:49:00.000-07:00

sharon with my bag and her spas look.
my beloved les yes :D
and beloved bitch :D
ahshu with my bag, im with sharon's and sharon with ahshu's.
:D
cute shokwen.
sihui with two gluttons/
they say i look studious with bagpacks :D

Sleeeepy :x

so friday sucked alot alot D: anw ystd was listening and it turned out pretty alright i hope. fell aslp during the symphony thing. hehehe :D thn today was 2 history essays in total. rah damn sick pls pls pls. yep and thrs hist lecture tmr D:

2008-07-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

If Only Time could stop , for Us.

kay kay sch's been boring boring boring. so i got 3Us smiling at me happily sia. stupid shit. 1 more mark to subpass econs. damn sick. thn thn yea. now everyone whoes absent from sch will have to write one essay for tsl. D: chi orals was screwd up. tmr's listening. another screwd up one. im dreading squash. and thrs extra history lectures every wk by ianong D:

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=u61s7eO9Fns92EYsaC7X8A_3d_3d do take it can ! its for stupid project work D:

2008-07-08T07:54:00.000-07:00

friend of UNO :D
we were playing our own game hehehe.

I dont want to say Bye D:

so ive been rushing out written report body on sunday thn history information ystd and ppt and rulebook today. hehehe and thn soon gp essay is due wth D: csc for 3 hours sucked ok i tell you my goodness roar. getting back chi results tmr and its temperature taking tmr how retarded.

i hope wr draft 1 is fine luh pls. but overall i think pw gone case. thn thn yea im just gng to sch for the sake of gng D: its super screwd i swear. i dread gng to sch [not cos of ppl] and i love gng home :D it used to be the other way rnd in sec4 luh D:

2008-07-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

BaoBao :D

kay im rushing out the body of written report so that i can send to joel asap because i forgot the deadline that he set rahh ! and thn i have to rush out history info to send it to sharon and thn do my math reflective summary. all by today because im gng out the entire day tmr. and im still here blogging. and joel isnt online rahhhh. i dunno wht to write but i just felt like blogging heh heh heh. :D

2008-07-02T07:12:00.000-07:00

my back is hurting like shit and i dunno why. im supposed to be finishing up my ih essay and move on to math 5.4 tutorials but yea thanks. i tried 5.4 but i cldnt get the ans so sibei pekchek rah D: like thanks next wk is a short weeeeek yea :D

2008-07-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

Im getting more and more Lazy DD:

im gng to try to wake myself up at 640 tmr and go to sch on my own via public transport yes ! :D and i hope i willllllll D: i love tues i love tues. esp with the short tt and the earliest release ! yea csc wasnt much of a problem cos i didnt slp yes miracle sia. break was alright with a nap at the library. thn was history SEA which i fell aslp at the end. thn with math at S1 and i dunno why msku kept asking me whr the class is. im always a lost sheep in yj. im able to get arnd to classes because of people like sharon and shokwen and all pls.

PE was very very awful. 4 rnds on the track cos of fbts. thn thn i tried to jump and i passed and i got a bronze but i still have to get a silver like wth. thn erm yea northpt with the same two bitch thn homed :D

i tried math but normal distribution aint being friendly with cherylsoh. so i gave up and got lazy to do IH essay so im just cramming everything up tmr since everything is due on thurs thurs thurs D: im looking forward to youth day holiday yo :D

2008-06-30T07:17:00.000-07:00

I can give up Everything yea ;D

so lessons today hehehe. early early in the morning got back math paper. due to the fact that i didnt study and all the stupid idiot careless mistakes i made in those qns which i knew how to do, i freaking got a U yea. thn thn was chinese. struggling to keep awake and zhangjianping haven mark fin D: SEA was alright but i flopped the paper. he didnt give back paper but he gave us the outline on the qns. hehe.

break was alright. did econs article during gp since mstan is still away enjoying her honeymoon. thn thn was math. stupid i dont understand a single thing abt it and she kept staring at me rah. oh yea i chked lms during gp for csc results. I SUB PASSED IT OKAYYYYY DAMN SURPRISED. i subpass with 47 :D everyone was so shocked cos they tot i'll just U csc. yea econs is another screwd up one. whole block test is screwd. im screwd.

late lunch with shokwen and sharon at macs whee thn yea. im damn happy that next monday is a holiday which means no long day on monday and friday is A's chinese orals so we get to skip lessons aft 130 which means not quite long day on friday yay :D

2008-06-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

L.

did my ic today but its gng to take one month. so like ive to bring my passport for chinese A's orals on 11thjuly. wth damn funny thn yea. im happy that i passed gp. yes tansulinn is efficient. i barely passed it with a D 55. but im still damn happy cos i knw i screwd up my essay part. my compre aint that good either. percentile is alright too so yep. i want to check lms to see if there are any other results up but i dont have the courage to do so cos i know i flopped the rest the rest the rest. math will be out next monday early in the morn D:

menstrual cramps fcking sucks cos ive been cramping for the whole day and its those that it hurts till you cant even walk yea. rah rah D:

2008-06-25T09:36:00.001-07:00

Im Yearning to be with You.

blocktest is over is gone and cherylsoh is a goner as well :D monday was csc and econs. csc hahahaah thanks ah totally screwd up. thn econs my brain wasnt working and the chapt on elasticity totally didnt come into my mind until hanhui and sharon told me oh its the PES thing. so yea. both H2 screwd. thn tues was chinese and history. i only have hope for chinese. thn history was a total flop. international saved almost everyone i guess. ianong said he will help but decolonizatn came out and i didnt even touch that set of lecture notes yea. many wrote alot for international but only one page for sea. today was math and its screwd up as well luh. i forgot how to do normal distribution so i can just bang the wall.

so end of exams today. sent sharon shokwen sean joel in for their cse paper and i went off yep. reached home and yea. im really waiting to be sent to lark's office next wk kay. yea maybe together with parents. how great right. yea thanks. tmr and fri rocks cos i dont have to wake up so damn early for stupid school which i dread gng to.

its just you ;D

2008-06-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

im flopping block test.
im so screwd.
ive been procrastinating like hell.

2008-06-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Everything should be Okay by now. I Guess-

hehehe yea so i went for pw meeting in sch today :D i didnt go for the prev one which was on monday yo. yep yep somehow ive been staying at home these few days yes and im finally getting out of the house tmr lalalala. and yea i haven started on my revision for block test. yea say good luck to me you may just see me ending up in lark's office like in a mth's time or less.

ive been waking up eating watching tv playing stupid silly yahoo games and eating and watching tv and sleeping. days like these are boring to the max yea. but i somehow just love 11pm whee. hehehe. rah rah rah i need to meet ppl up soon but they are all so so so busy with mye, blocktests and whtsoevr not. D:

i guess everything's fine by now.
i think and i hope.

2008-06-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

yay its dodo and charrot after so long :DDDD

i was gng crazy.
shu shu ((:
first first first :D sean's ds luh.
printing gppp :D
huihui's from yj. NO.

poor girl lah recover sooon okay ! :D (L)
shokwen and cheryl :D
lovelove.
i love annoying her by taking alot of pictures :D:D
you can see how much we wld like not to care abt pw anymore.

ignore my hair. i rannn.
yy ahshu joel me :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAH
miss you lah woman.
ha ha ha
after econs tut :D

I want to Flyyyyyy.

hehehe yea. so wed i think i went to sch. HAHAHAH yep yep. and thankfully miss ku didnt pester me for my mc cos i didnt get one hehehe. and hehee celebrated joel's birthday and i leep forgotting to pass sean his 13bucks. yea thurs was entirely econs and the lectures were a waste of time. they held the combined lect in the audi and my eyesight is failing me so i cldnt see a word and this means that i have to get my eyes checked soon plssss. damn sick. thn thn er today. HAAHAHAH i oversleptttt again. thank god ahshu also late. so i rushed and grandpa fetched me to sch.

rushed into the audi for chinese and thn er yea they were having listening and i almost freakd out thinking that its a test for block test or promos or whtevr shit but aiyah i know i pon the whole thing. hehehe. yea. aft tt was csc which was a torture. every csc is a torture. and luckily sihui went if not i will be falling aslp again. with the super long break , sean ahshu and i went for lunch at northpt and i got addicted to his mario kart in his ds lite. hehehe :D thn back to sch to rush gpppp. and the things i did during that time showed how much i dont care for pw yea. heheh and yah rushed for hist lecture and ended it. back to library to print gpp and thn popular and starbucks with ahshu. sent her off and i went to wait for grandpa :D thn huihui called me at 8plus9 to pass my pekopoko hehehe thanks alot okkkkk (L)(L)(L)

and you just dont seem to understand.

2008-06-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

retardedness yea :D
well we were in the library.
she survived OBS. so proud of you :D
yea.
we were supposed to send this to crystal :D
sharon channnn (L)
(L)
^0^
YAY.

It seems that we're miles apart ,

even though we're standing on the same piece of island.

i reluctantly woke up for sch today at 645. i was freaking tired lah pls. imagine sleeping at 230 and waking up at 645 D: so i strolled to the mrt station and thn trained to yishun. and sharon that woman was late so i continued my stroll to school. math was alright i guess. met sharon and yea caught up with her obs trip HAHA damn poor thing. i wldnt have survived if i went. she knows, i know.

csc consultatn was damn boring i tell you. thanks to joel and sharon i got off earlier whee. lunched and thn went for pw. nothing much i guess. mstan's invitation card is quite sweet in a sense. thats how i feel lah huh. northpoint with sharon as i srsly needed a comb. yea long john with her and back home :D borders doesnt sell pens D:

there's smth wrong with blogger's time. the above 2 paras are actually meant for ystd 2ndjun ! :D so so today 3RDJUNE. i overslept HAHAHA so i didnt go to schhhh D: and i didnt go to the polyclinic for mc. so screwd up. nevertheless i went out of the house to tp thn to novena thn back home and thn to novena again. hehehe yea. i will make sure i go to sch tmr I MUST I MUST D:

and you have the power,

to make me do things that i will never have done,

but it will still make my day (:

2008-05-31T02:51:00.000-07:00

Its not Once but Twice , I thought it will Not be the Same , but I'm Wrong.

so my lunch today was :

one-tenth of a plate of beehoon. [plus its those extra small serving kind]

one-quarter of a choc cake.

i found it hard to believe it as well okay wth i was known for eating alot alot alot. but from 1 till now , i only had those. and i dont think i have the appetite for dinner as well. smth's wrong and i know whats wrong. my heart's down -> causing a loss of appetite D: i used to binge, but now im not even in the mood to binge. like thanks. heh.

kay so first week of hols was okay. went for the cip but ponned one day out of 3 with chan weiliang and debbie. screwd up lah. and i love bus rides from chong pang back home :D 167 :DD ohh thn i met irene on thurs hehehe :D yah yah supermarket with dad and mum today. i bought like only 2 pocky, 1 peko choc, 1 choco baby. this is considered very little alr. i got no mood to shop as well. practically moodless today luh DDD:

next monday till friday are all lessons D: rah rah why csc so many lessons lah pls kill me ok. just kill me. i officially hate schhhooooollllll. not the people but i dunno how to say. perhaps sharon knows it. hehehe :D that woman's back from obs :DDDD (L)

i didnt know you were that unhappy.

perhaps with or without my existence ,

it doesnt really make a difference to you.

2008-05-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

panda panda !
mschan :D
i love playing these things with fangjie./=
she insisted to post this up :D
love.
she thinks that this is cuteeeee.

i love chanfangjie :D
small eater vs. big eater yea.
hahaha :D
rainbow
i hope we dont drift :D

sharon :D
alyssa
i think this is super funny :DDD
heh
hehehe cute leh.

I want to love you Properly.

ive been really lazy to update yeaaa. hehehe. so so yea wed was econs test and i met up with chanfangjie at tp to pass her her birthday present ! :D i think i kinda screw econs up. and i had this stupid talk on thursday and i think my life's screwing up and the bad thing is that i dont really seem to care (: yea anw friday was gp block test and i thought i cld wake up at 1030 and reach sch by 1130 but i was so wrong. so i frantically cabbed down to sch kayyy.

so so paper one was i think screwd. thn er paper 2 was abt cohabitation wth i dont think i did well. srsly. after that was stupid investiture which i left halfway with yinwai daryn and israel. if i know tansulinn is not gng to be there, i wont even show my face ok. it was quite drama. thn thn went out and reached home. sat was out again yea and i stayed home the whole day today :D i will miss sharon the poor girl who is gng to obs D: and ahshu is away in china now. and i will have to still go to sch tmr to attend some briefing ?!. yea this session is for those ppl who are medically excused for obs and whtsoevr not. hehehe :D

you are ,

and you will always be.

2008-05-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

I will Never Believe Again, Never Ever.

thurs was alright yo. hehehe yea yea apologised to sulinn with sharon because of the early leave thing yes hehehe. friday was boring as usual D: assembly for 2 plusplus hours cos principal was there talking abt pw and everyone was slppppping. i hugged ahshu's bag and sleptttt. heeheh. yea. so missed half hr of csc and like yea i loved it :D and i did oral for chinese hehehe.

econs was sukir so yea i didnt understand all tt she tot. whr's audrey ? she's on mc D: chinese was boring boring boring. history was another slping period. econs tutorial was screwd up with tt relief teacher. i swear i will retain with him as my econs tutor. but luckily he's not so i still have some chance to go up to j2 without retaining. hehehe. yea. history tut with nicktay was quite alright luh. hehe followed by squash which ahshu sharon chan and i practically slacked thru the whole thing.

mrt back with ahshu and thn met mum at wheelock , with dad driving us back home :D if not i will have to walk for another 15mins plssss. yea. today was alright. i woke up early to go to the bank. replaced my atm card and i splurged abit. how what right sigh. savings are srsly depleting D: thn thn came home rested till 3 and i went to tiong to replace ezlink card. photo damn sick so i sticked a neoprint onto it. hehhe. yea homed and watched dou nu yao bu yao damn nice. i guess tts abt all yea :D

i said it so many times,

dont ever say it out from your mouth,

if you didnt mean it,

because if you say it out and you dont keep your word,

its really making me think that i should not have tried -

to believe in all these yet again.

and now,
im leaving everything in your hands,

and im not gng to believe again.

2008-05-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

sharon's in peirce
im in rodney

3 3 3 THREEE

so ive been meeting up with sharon everyday to walk to sch together yay :D house tee today and math test was screwd up. attended chinese lesson and thn early leave with sharon :D cos there's cross country today and the auntie at the office was damn sarcastic. HALF OF YJC TODAY GNG EARLY LEAVE :x hehehe so aft tt macs breakfast with sharon and thn homeee :D

rested till 4 and i went to novena for awhile and thn yea hehe. im so called done with econs tut yay :D mmmm sulinn's gonna screw sharon and i up for not informing her abt early leave tmr rahh. but whtevr lah hehehe im a happy kid today :D and my dad got my my nano alrrr :DDDD

im really happy ,
to see you smile ~